Letters started to come... I had 1500 letters about Jane's death - many from people who had never met her, and... or people who heard her read once, and so on.  And I answered them all, just about all at any rate, everything that had a return address I got an answer from. I got... and then within a... a few weeks, there were four ceremonies in India honoring Jane, where people who had met her there would talk about it and they would play part of the Moyers television tape of Jane and they would read her poems aloud. I did not go to any of them of course, but I heard reports from all of them. And then in the first year there were other memorial occasions for Jane, in New York, and in Boston, and in Minneapolis where her publisher was.  Where else? I think there were other places too, but I cherished all this attention to her. It was a great help to me. It helped me to write letters, to talk about her, thank people for paying attention.  And there were several funds that were set up to honor her for scholarships and prizes and... and things. This was part of my... the way I survived... dealing with that, but the other, and the major way that I survived that first year was by writing Without.