There's one thing that would have made everything different. None of this would have happened except when that first book came out, it was the second year for the New York Book Critics Circle Award. Now, this award was set-up because all… all of the other awards were given for extraneous reasons, like, this guy should have got it for his last book. They didn't recognize how good that last book was. Or this guy should have got it because he's broke, and he's got to have his teeth fixed, and, you know, there was always some other reason than the excellence of the book that… that really led to the… nobody said… said this out loud. But… but all of the awards, the… the Pulitzers, the — what else was there — there was the National Book Award. And so they set up the National Book Critics Circle Award. And the first year, they did this. The second year, my book came up. And a person who was on the staff there told me, 'Your book had already been picked'. The Fuehrer Bunker had been picked to win it. Then Lowell died. So he had to have it. And it isn't, I think, one of his strong books at all. But that would have changed my income, for the rest of the… what schools I could teach at, whether people would speak to me or not… all of those things would have been different. That's the way it goes.