You see that imagine... I could have bet anyone... I would’ve given you odds 100 to one not only that story was a scene in Koestler, but where it was. I remember it was up here, and you see it was a complete figment of my imagination. A complete figment. And that I think when I really realised... I really realised what horrendous mistakes one can make in that context and be absolutely convinced. And my wife who is a professional biographer and told me this as a biographer, which is totally different from autobiographers where you can check sources and crosscheck them, and she did this. In each case she wrote about people where most of the people... the... the actual people were dead. Anne Sexton, or Ted Hughes, or Sylvia Plath, and so on. But survivors are all still around and check and crosscheck and check their writings, and you find out what goes on there. And that’s... So that is a danger. This is now the caveat for the... for this entire interview and for everything that I’ve written. And if you’re really interested in me you’d have to read my fiction, or go to my plays, and that’s another topic that we’re not going to be discussing here.