[Q] Do you remember any of the stories that you wrote about [in an unpublished manuscript]?
Some of them. I remember one... one of my essays was called Desire and Delight, and was how agitated... people agitated with desire, could become calm and delighted sometimes when they heard music, and so it really had to do with what Sherrington called ‘appetitive and consummatory states’. I was later to see this very strikingly... are we still running... I was later to see exactly this with... with Lowell, this was a young man with Tourette’s syndrome whom I was to see many years later, and we travelled quite a lot together, and on one occasion we were in London, and he was very excited because he was due to meet a young Lebanese woman with Tourette’s, and he got more and more excited as we approached the apartment where she was living. And outside the door, a stream of – I don’t know whether the word exists – a stream of pornoloquy, a sort of stream of... of excited filth, sort of, poured from his mouth along with, sort of, epileptic ticc-ing, and then the door opened and the young woman appeared, and she was indeed very beautiful, and over the next hour Lowell drank in her beauty and ceased to tic. It was the most amazing thing, and I think an intensely appetitive state when he was really going overboard with desire was replaced by this peaceful, joyous consummatory state. I'm... I’d seen these states often in my post-encephalitic patients and, you know, life partly consists of these, so my first essay was on desire and delight.